Was doing so well feeling happy and trying to stay positive but now im at rock bottom again. I dont have anyone to stick up for me or ever think positively of me, people always assume the worst and misunderstand things i say/do. But even after the misunderstanding has been realised there is no apology or comfort. Its just okay to leave it that way because its me. The me who is there for everyone who will fight to the death to defend the people i love. But no. Even after all this im still the worthless piece of shit no one cares about. The one people use and then drop in an instant when they deem me useless.